My Marriage

Sean and I have been together for well just about 5 years. Although it seems like yesterday we just meet.
I am amazed on how far we have become
individually,
together,
as parents,
as partners,
and to be honest everyday I am in disbelief how I have someone that completes me so well.

Maybe your wondering why I am writing this.

I realized last night that I just wouldn't be with out him.
What Con?
Five years later and your just realizing this!

No I knew it but to be honest last night I felt it.

While we were talking and he was wiping away my tears and put all the pieces back together for me. As I went to sleep and felt relief my husband not only understand me but he gets me.
I woke up this morning knowing that today is a new day and no matter what happens he is here for me and in so many ways it makes me feel better.

A Saturday of thought.

For the first time in about two minths, I have a Saturday to relax and take mommy time. Thalan is still home with me while the girls are at Gram's but being that he is such a good boy I can not complain.

So much has been going on latley and I realized today that I have not taken any time to process any of it.

So I am thinking it all through. Not having a fight in my mind about any of it, just writting it all down in a notebeeok so I can see the actions I have to take.


There is a life lesson here beneath all the crazy surroundings.

It's not just to take life one day at a time....
Or even one moment at a time...
It's to remember to breath through all the moments and remember that life is what you make it.

To smile even when you are sad...
Let others give a helping hand....
Don't be afraid to stand for what you believe....
And most of all be thankful for life itself...

I love my life, and I am proud of who I have become through the years. I know i am strong and when I am not feeling as strong as I think I should be I am thank ful for my wonderful husband.

A big Family

Coming from a big family has taught me many things through life, and to be honest I am still learning. Having a family of five isn't huge but it is not small either ,to be honest I think it's perfect.

Some things I have learned:

Family is always there when you really need them, even if they are not the ones you speak to everyday.

Nomatter how upset you are with anyone in your family if you were raised right if they need you they are there.

Some body that is close enough to your family to call your parents mom and dad will always be family.

There is no difference in siblings even if you have a differnet mom or dad.

Presents don't really matter it's the love that is shared when your together.

There are always going to be times when someone is upset with another, but in the end life is to short to hold a grudge.

Having children of my own has made me realize that life is more precious everyday. Nomatter what is going on, or how bad a day could be the truth is as long as you have family surrounding you life is never that bad at all.
I hope in raising my kids I can show and teach them the things I have learned and learn more from them as well.

A little late..

Happy Halloween!!!

The kids had two day s of halloween this year and recieved enough candy for two months. Friday we had Kenzie's Halloween party at school ,which was very cute. I love seeing little kids dressed up. Friday night faith had a Halloween party at a friends house which was great. Thalan kindof just went along for it all, but I have to say he was and is the cutest tigger ever.


Here is Faith with her Vampire pumpkin that she painted at the party.



Here is Kenzie in the little parade at school. She was a musketeer princess.

Thalan James bouncingat me to grab the camera. Love this pic even though it's blury.

A little late but better then never.

Looking foward to next Halloween already. I got pumpkin carving kits on sale yesterday 75% off. I have loved Halloween sense I was a kid, and it's just as great as an adult.

Follow my Blog .... pretty please

I think I need more motivation,to be honest it's a little sad sometimes to see that I only have three followers.
So I am asking you all to follow my blog, ask your friends and send outthe word. I will folow you if you follow me:) Even though I may follow you already and this is why I am asking.

Does anyone have any helpful hints on how to get more followers. Please let me know.